I always thought Mother's Day was suppose to be filled with love and joy...I thougnt it was always a day where family could come together and share a special bond with one another. Well, atleast that's how it should be.

It's 7:54 am right now and it's already been the worst day ever. I was awoken at 6:30 by the sounds of screaming and glass ( Read more... )

So turns out I had the best birthday of my life =)

After school on my birthday I had practice but we got out early so that was awesome. Then I went home and cleaned up and my family took me out to eat at The Black Buggy...and it was really really good there!! Yum!! Then I picked up Amanda and we went to Everlasting Impressions and I got my nose ( Read more... )

Today was a really fun day. I had my Graduation/Birthday open house...alot of people had to work but it was still alot of fun! I love my friends more than anything. There was... Mary, Sean, Timmy, Jeff, Nathan, Ashlee, Nikki, Brandon, Chris, Steven, Matt, Chelsea, Darren, Ainsley, Katie, Miles, Cody, and some of my family. We all just hung out, ate ( Read more... )

Only 5 more days until my 18th birthday...I am so excited!! =) My Graduation/birthday open house is Sunday so I've been busy getting things ready for that. I've been cleaning like no other and doing yard work...I know, very exciting! But yeah, I'm seriously thinking about getting my nose pierced for it, but I'm not sure yet. I'm still getting ( Read more... )

So things have been really crazy around here lately. Just some drama, and stuff...but it really doesn't matter anymore cause I am done giving people chances that they don't deserve. All they do is lie and make me look like the bad person. But you know what? It doesnt matter to me anymore. Atleast I know the truth and I know that in their heart they ( Read more... )

Tonight was the last night that I ever let me heart get broken. I don't know how many times I have allowed myself to get hurt by the same guy...but it has to stop. I can't keep doing this to myself. It's killing me inside. Literally. I just dont know what to do anymore. It hurts. Extremely bad. It hurts so bad I feel numb to it. I cant even cry ( Read more... )

So I guess today was alittle better then the previous couple of days. I re-read my entry from last night and damn that was depressing! I feel much better now. I guess I just started thinking to myself this morning and I was actually making sense of things. I shouldnt be sitting around wondering and feeling sorry for something I obviously didn't do ( Read more... )

I'm glad I remembered about this journal. I have been really "down in the dumps" these past couple days. I just feel really lonely and confused here lately...I feel like everyone and everything in my life is so distant right now. I mean, everything was so perfect a few weeks ago but after Spring Break it's like everything went down hill. It seems ( Read more... )

Holy Crap...I almost forgot I had this thing!! I guess I've just been extremely busy lately, and yeah. Oh well though, I'm back and ready to update I guess you could say.

Just to sum everything up, life is basically like a rollercoaster. You never know where its going to take you. I've had so many ups and downs lately its crazy!! I guess you ( Read more... )

Sometimes people really piss me off, and right now it is definitly one of those times. I rarely let anyone bring me down anymore, but damn. It really irritates me how people go around saying that Im going out or "dating" someone when clearly, Im not...If I wanted a boyfriend, I would have one...but I dont want one, therefore I dont have one and I ( Read more... )