Comments | shattered_angel: "Knuckle deep inside the borderline, this may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to"

shattered_angel

"Knuckle deep inside the borderline, this may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to"

Oct 06, 2003 09:48

I sit and wonder of the many things I have done, the good and the bad. Sometimes I go far enough to wonder what my motivations could have been. When I try to justify them I am brought only to the question of right and wrong. Have any of the things i have done been selfish? Yes, of-course, selfishness is the way of man. Have any of my actions ont he ( Read more... )

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mad_tea_party October 7 2003, 14:43:11 UTC

i told nick you called

shattered_angel October 7 2003, 19:02:42 UTC

Okay cool, thanks Jen, I'll be calling him again tonight when I get home, so you should call and let him know that he should expect a call at about 10:30 tonight, and I'll try to call around 11:00 tommorow night, and each night following it until i reach his silly ass...

Provoked... missantix October 8 2003, 14:41:28 UTC

I wonder why it is that you question so many things in life - culture/tribes/etc. Myself, I accept such things as they are, without question, without a willingness to bring about change.
The things that interest me more are the reasons for these thoughts and the explanations for the need to question.

I sometimes think I spend too little time considering things I have done; their purpose and effect. But I rarely find the answer I am looking for so I am discouraged from spending the time.
Are you really looking for answers or merely attempting provoke similar thought processes in others?

I think that many people feel mankind has always been on the path leading to its own destruction and I await that glorious day which I will no doubt miss, in my mortality.
Keep your thoughts pouring out, ripe for analysis darling ;-)
H xXx

Re: Provoked... shattered_angel October 10 2003, 06:25:45 UTC

I don't want to say I want to provoke a similar thought process, but I do feel that people are too machine in their thoughts, they roam this little rock like little robots, it saddens me greatly, so I share my thought process in hopes that someone will find inspiration, and perhaps will find their own answers through the analasys of my own conception of the world, But to answer the first statement you made here, I feel it is deeply important to question the nature of things, only by questioning things can you truly determine what the reality of life is for you, as life is to each individual a unique experience, so too is the world that each person lives in, some worlds are wrought with violence and others are calm and naive, some lives are lead with an iron curtain over the minds eye, and those are the worlds in my opinion that cause destruction and hatred in our own world, in the real world, I won't say that I am the only one with a good grasp on the reality of life and the world surrounding us, however, I will say that those like ( ... )

Re: Provoked... shattered_angel October 10 2003, 06:29:10 UTC

there would be far more people who were comfortable with themselves and I think that everyone can agree when people are true to themselves they are innevitably happier, but how can one be true to oneself, if he knows not who that person is, and I think that the only way to truly know oneself is to explore ones own thoughts to the extent that they almost sicken you, and even though its something most people don't want to do, it is most certainly an effective method of bringing about joy in ones own life, I speak from personal experience, but now that i have dragged this one for such a long time, i think it's only appropriate that I end it...

Angel

Re: Provoked... missantix October 10 2003, 10:25:57 UTC

Very good!
Like yourself, I do not take 'facts' about our existance at face value. But I am weary of trying to make sense of it all and so I take the only things I know from experience to be true and simply ignore the rest. We can never know if things known to be 'fact' ever happened/existed - take the Bible for one! So my approach is to assume its all propaganda until I am proved otherwise.
I do have an interest in reasons for people's actions, be they past, present or future. And I like most of all being shown other people's perception of 'life'. You are an excellent example and as you know, I enjoy reading you :-)
H xXx

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from jackie anonymous October 15 2003, 10:53:51 UTC

Hey Angel--just how much of a difference do you think you make? and in how many people's lives do you make that difference?

Re: from jackie shattered_angel October 17 2003, 06:32:03 UTC

I make at the very least a minor difference in all the lives that i interact directly with, I know for a fact that much, and a major difference in several of those lives as well, I can't say that I make a major difference in all the lives I touch, but it is impossible as a human being not to change the lives of those surrounding you in at least a minor way...

Re: from jackie anonymous October 17 2003, 12:15:36 UTC

i see... what makes you think this? oh by the way.. i was told last night by some random homosexual guy at a bar that i had a pretty face *non-egotistical grin* aww.. aren't i special.........

Re: from jackie shattered_angel October 21 2003, 07:02:18 UTC

everyone in my opinion makes a difference in all the lives that they touch, I haven't a reason to think that I make a p;ositive difference in all of them, but I do know I make a difference, and besides all of that, I have been told on numerous occassions that I have changed lives...so BOOYA! he he he

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