6/01/04 3:07 AM (an excerpt from my actual pen&paper journal)

[shattered_angel]

Tool is on in the background and I'm lying in bed with a very thoughtful state of mind keeping me company and a second generation cigarette wanting to be smoked, two candles lit and all I can think about is her. Curse this thing we call love, it is in this state that we see things as most blissfully false, Joyce and I are working out far better

Comments

[missantix]

Are things any clearer now darlin? You've been a little quiet recently, I hope thats because you're still happily in love and being kept occupied by Joyce ;-)
H xXx

[shattered_angel]

yes I am still happily in love, and regretfully in love, you know I never wanted to fall but there's something about her, *sigh* but yes things are mostly clearer, there are new clouds to dampen things from time to time, but I've been thinking alot lately, and writing alot in my real journal, which now that i think of it this is a post from, hence the dating as opposed to song lyric, at any rate, I will probably post one of my more recent entries from that very journal soon, but be warned they're about 8 pages in that so they'll be long here :P