Friday, July 22, 2005 ( Read more... )

Oh my gawd..last night i got so stoned..first time !!!! ...i cant believe it...it felt..soooo i donno never felt much but i laughed so much and i guess i was talking super loud but it felt like i was whispering...then i jus mellowed right out...And yeah...Gage and Randi spent the night we stayed up n played truth or dare lol...kinda boring - ( Read more... )

Father of mine ( Read more... )

funny how u think its gunna work out
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til you choose weed over me you're so lame

Okay.this is really confusing ( Read more... )

Jamie told stephanie he was NEVER going back out with me
he wants to forget me...and thats exactly what i entend to do also
i just cant do this ok
im wasting my time obviously..is always so
fucking obvious

Some random guy i know ( hired hit man for the government ( Read more... )

Im alive ( Read more... )

It's almost 12:00am..I dred going to sleep ..i cant even bare to go in my bedroom because i look at my bed and i get chills...I [ hate ] sleeping and i cant understand why ...whenever i shut my eyes i have nightmares ..and iknow this probably sounds babyish but the other night i woke up in a hot sweat because i had dreampt that jamie died! ...and ( Read more... )

Sunday, July 03, 2005 ( Read more... )