and i've only been away a day ( Read more... )

and i'll probably cry like whoever sang that dumb song ( Read more... )

james' friends are stupid and mean. he's hurt and they were too into their stupid movie contest thing to take him to get his pills. i can't believe he didn't call me. he showed up at home at 7am crying because he was hurting. i'm so pissed at all those stupid bastards ( Read more... )

yay! my eyeball is cleared up and my sunburn has tanned out! woo!!!!

today will be pool day.

after errands. always errands......

work in the summer is soooooooooo boring it hurts.

gotta find a real job...

Abortion?: legal first trimester. if you don't know 3 months in if you want it or not, too fucking late asshole. deal with the results of your actions like an adult. no procrastinating on this shit ( Read more... )

he has a lame foot he needs to get a plug put in it. he also needs and oil change, so that will be done this morning. BEFORE finals. fuck. i'm so fucking tired, stupid james having people over at the house last night to get wasted. going over work is one thing but getting all wasted when we still have to wake up at 4:30 am is fucking stupid ( Read more... )

i hate my stupid fat body with its multiple infections and diseases. i wish it would just die or get better, either way i don't want to deal with it anymore ( Read more... )

ok so yesterday i was having a good day, i even fell asleep after having an hour-long laughing fit. james thought i had finally snapped i think ( Read more... )

i think i made jo feel bad last night cuz i wasn't into the scene at her friend's party. i think i'm just over the silly party craziness and that's why i already have really stopped going to parties. it makes me feel old but whatever i'd rather just not be uncomfortable ( Read more... )