drugs are godamn awesome or something like that i wish to apologize for the shit that i give im feeling alot better with veronica on this evening it feels like im so fucking lost in this stupid ass world or the tv in me wants to make love to that ..i never ever felt this comfortable with my thoughts and veronica with me i love her truley brb..you ( Read more... )

i dont like glue one bit i thought i was shrinking and my arms shrunk into my fucking body really fast and cool world popped into my head that movie was a favorite of mine wich was never in the video store im at veronicas right now and i sometimes want things that i dont really want ...sorry but part of the thing that i want from them is really ( Read more... )

what should i do my misery is kinda funny..you know well charles is burnt from my life...my cell recepters are fucking burnt so are my friends my girlfriend leaves me soout im gonna blackouti cant even see right now...nobodywants to get me a gun im sorry fuckyou though fuck you and your shit what should i do helpme die i dont care if i go to jail ( Read more... )

alright..ive been reading my selfdocumented insanity...well i think im going to die...thanks ray for like who knows how much acid...or i dont know ..whatever happened...my mom looked like ...who knows...i was talking to her..but i was supposed to scream...but that happens anyways when i talk..im bleeding from the brain..im slowly so slowly ( Read more... )

hey im not happy unless ******s in my life... in a bit i cant wait to look up on how to improve myself self inprovement could make the days sunnyER i hope it smells so invigrating...smoking weed making noise...stuff like that was all in carelessness...i told ****** that something about hmmmm ohh yeah "everyone wrote the book for me the book i was ( Read more... )

N.W.A. well im accepted of this hole lump terdlicking madness..im in fucking hell...nothing is impossible...thats what i just heard from right now..i know nobodys there for me...cause they think im somekinda asshole....keep my thoughts to myself...thats what i have to do but then its overwhelming ..hey wheres the sympathy i never wanted....like now ( Read more... )

i had a ton of questions its me in a me world put by one i wasnt sure of what i felt...the only one that mattered that night...im obsessed and its very neglected bad habits of me that put me in the shoes that im in..fucking i probably deserved it pma i think i need that fucking crap im nothing but talk so sick of playing things by ear thats all i ( Read more... )