THAT was redundant. haha.
It was a phrase from one of the paragraphs in the earlier versions of our thesis. Haha. I don't think I knew or used the word 'indubitably' before that time. Haha.
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In roughly two months, my mother is going to be retiring. Her company offered her an early retirement and she grabbed it. She seemed to be looking forward to it. After all, she had been working there for a really long time.
It worries me, though.
Lately, we've been clashing more and more. I fear that when she stopped working and stayed at home, I will begin to lose my sanity. Haha.
Don't get me wrong, I love my mom. It's just that sometimes she can be a nagger. Actually, she's getting more and more of a nagger to me and to my dad lately. I hate being nagged. That's why we clash. I'm trying to avoid having to answer back at her because I know it will sadden her but she's making it so hard sometimes.
Just the other night, she was sort 'reminding' my dad about his drinking habits (and I know my dad doesn't want that either) and then all of a sudden, everybody fell silent. I asked what the ulam was but nobody answered me. Last night, we were talking about requesting a new phone line. I told my dad to get one but my mom said "pag na-regular ka na lang". I didn't react anymore. I was silent through dinner. I mean, sure, she's just looking after me. Whatever. It's a petty thing, I know.
I resolved that if I'm staying here (if they are giving me another contract), I am moving out. Well, not really, moving out as in moving out to a new house or whatever, but I think I'll rent a room or an apartment. I'm not going to do that because I can't wake up early anymore but because I want to avoid antagonizing my mother any further.
Maybe if I go home only on weekends, we won't have to fight. Yeah, maybe.
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This morning, in the LRT, my mom and I were lucky to be able to grab a seat. In front of us was a couple. I assumed they were from La Salle because the guy looked Chinese and the girl, well, she looked Filipino but she seemed rich. Anyway, throughout the trip, the girl was like hugging the guy, resting her head on his chest (yes, i know how that looks like!) and on of the guy's arm was wrapped on the girl's shoulder (the other one was holding on to a railing).
I was trying my best not to look at them because it was really awkward. Haha. I wouldn't be able to keep my face straight if I did; it makes me laugh.
I wanted to tell them: "Get a room or something!"
As it turned out, they were really from La Salle...or Benilde, maybe. They went off at Vito Cruz Station.
AWKWARD.
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My fan-y bone is so sensitive lately. Being a fan girl is exhausting. Especially when you do it in the office where people are supposedly working on something productive and the surrounding is supposed to be QUIET.
Two things:
(1) Supernatural
(2) Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince
Yesterday, Neobie gave me a link to a YouTube video of a, uhm, Harry Potter Musical. It was nice. It was funny. And it triggered my fan girl mode yet again. Haha. So I, uhm, "researched". Haha. I read some articles from Wikipedia (I know it shouldn't be used for research but hey, it's easy to understand! haha.) about, erm, Harry Potter events and whatnots. I realized that I need MAJOR revisions for my fan fiction if I want it to stay as close to the canon storyline as possible. Yeah, I suck bigtime, I know. Haha.
Ever since that time that I re-read the comments for the original story, I don't think I've had a decent night's sleep. Haha. I think I'm dreaming about the "revisions" and the "continuation". My hands don't seem to mind if I write it longhand or type in the computer for hours. My eyes hurt every morning from what I assume as lack of sleep. Haha.
My advise: if you're currently into a book or a series or whatever, and you want to create an OC and create a backstory for your OC, DON'T. Haha. It results to lack of sleep.
Also, yesterday, I tried checking my Photobucket account (see if it's still working) and I realized that I had a lot of icons for LJ. Mostly, HP icons. I couldn't believe I shipped HP/DM before. Haha. Oh well. Haha. Anyway, I tried searching for new icons at LJ. New HP series icons, that is. But I couldn't find anything that I like. I did find Supernatural icons, however. I was all squees in front of my PC. Oh, I meant, suppressed squees. Damn. That was hard, y'know.
I wasn't able to see the latest season of Supernatural because I don't think Studio 23 has aired it yet. But I read the, uhm, synopses of the episodes and, well, I was all squees again. Haha.
To conclude, I'd like to say that Jensen Ackles is so hot. Haha.
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Okay, that was really random and hormonal. Hey, I'm in a fan girl mode here. Cut me some slack, will you? Haha.