UPDATE: I WILL FINALLY BE DELETING MY JOURNAL TOMORROW

IF YOU WISH TO KEEP IN TOUCH, LEAVE A COMMENT AND I WILL TELL YOU HOW

I MAY ALSO BE DELETING MY MYSPACE AND MY FACEBOOK

and i still don't feel any older

my birthday is on thanksgiving this year
whoopdee freakin' doo.

thanks susan,
for pointing out that i will no longer be a teenager

but that doesn't mean i still won't act like i'm 12

i need a change
it's all the same

my stomach feels like a bottomless pit of guilt.
but why?

i have been up for almost 41 hours with an hour of sleep in there.
somewhere.

space out.

the real question is why the hell am i awake at this hour?

i don't know.

i guess i haven't ranted in a while but this is just eating away at me. it seems that every time i come back to birmingham i'm a fucking wreck(only when i get here). i need to just get over it. the 45min drive here is the best time i get to spend with myself. nobody to bitch at me or talk my ear off, i can just sit there and think about everything ( Read more... )

i am just a figment of your imagination

IT'S A BEAUUUUUUUUUTIFUL DAY!!