fun night tonight

Well, senior year. I have three words for it. Lovely, Sucky, and Ohitbetterbeoversoon. Hah, oh how I will miss the people who I surround me. I just crave to be out of the mundane school environment and in a better place. I'm having one of those, please take me away from here moments. Wondering if some of my smallest wishes could come true. My ( Read more... )

Spin wheel spiiiin

I had forgotten what infatuation feels like, now it comes rushing back to create the same anxiety and angst in an intensified way. A cloud of emoition stirred up in my gut. I wonder if I was better off before, with no feeling, no risk only a mild sense of complacency with an empty feeling. I worry too much and just wish I could have the answers at ( Read more... )

So things have been pretty crazy lately... and I think I finally have the inspiration for an lj entry. Thwack. lol. Ok so after all of the not writing, I guess I kind of have a lot to say. I've been keeping a lot to myself, but I don't know what it is. I think, my dreams somehow come out of focus and I kind fo focus on the dreams other people ( Read more... )

There's gotta be and invisible sign, "Fuck me," on my forehead. Why did I get drama to surround me.. i have always tried to avoid it.. but its chasing up to me. I didn't ask for it; I don't want it. Ugh.. I can't wait for college.. that's all I gotta say. Clinton is too small.

Never have ai felt so awake.. my body so alive.. my soul so soaring.. i am sure that what has happened to me is good and its the start of something new and amazing.. don't let ANYTHING bring you down. It's so amazing to be so sure of yourself.. so centered.. so amazed at how wonderful things can be. The happiness that lies withing is so beautifull ( Read more... )

It is amazing how one weekend can change your life. I am happy with what I have.. content with what my life is cracked up to be, and excited for the future. Never have I felt so ready for the challenges yet to come. So hit me with your best shot. I'll take it as it comes. SMile through it all.

Senior prom was a lot of fun.. I enjoyed laughing at the randomest things and the funniest shit. I also had fun dancing and whatnot.. the dj was fucking AWESOME!!! I could not have imagined what staying hoe would have been lik... wait I know.. lol boring. Right now I am just tired and need to like jump in the pool or something.

Playing the game of love.. its just a matter of whose got the lucky number 7. Take me away from here.. to the stars, let me see what spring is like on Jupiter and Mars, in other words, hold my hand, in other words baby kiss me .. Fill my heart with song and let me sing for ever more.. you are all I long for all I worship and adore .. in ( Read more... )