Look, see? Not dead...

When did it start that was waking up every day, not sleeping at night to the point of therapy and pills, all to the tune of the wedding march?

I can't get through a single day without a new worry.

At least my feet are still warm in my socks...

*sigh*

I didn't die. I just forgot about LJ again. ;; I still love you guys, I do. It's not you, it's me. But we can still talk on weekends and send awkward Christmas cards, right? ...Right?

Why are you walking away, LJ? ;; I take it back. I take it all back! Please don't go!

*coughs* Anyway... I'm sorry for all the birthdays I missed. ;; I hope they were ( Read more... )

Someone stole my entire cd collection.

I just.

I don't even know how or what to feel.

I'm not ready to wake up alone...

But what can I do...?

There's nothing I can do, he's already left...

It never stops hurting. Every time. Even knowing I'll see him in four months for two weeks at Christmas, then another two months apart, a week together for my birthday, then two more months until I come to his grad. Then he gets the apartment, I see ( Read more... )

Man, I miss my paid account. My icons are so... limiting. It cut off some of my favourites. It really annoys me ( Read more... )

So LJ, I know I disappeared for months, I'm sorry, I still love you, it's just that Matt's visiting and I like him more than pixels. ;o; I really miss my flist and hope you're all in good places, thoguh.

Love you. <3333 ( Read more... )

For srs. And I'm a pedo? but I don't LIKE shota! You're thinking of Lil, three downs down and to the right. *nodnod*

But, but, HOOOONNNNDDAAAA. I'm like the only Honda fangirl on the planet. Ahahahaha....

Mokuba, go play in traffic plz. Or in Seto's coat closet. We'll see you in a year. d:

I think it'd be pretty spot on to Yugiou!Crys... Except I'd ( Read more... )

We're 407 days away from the wedding, and suddenly it's really setting in how little I know about any of this.

Nothing's planned cause we're still looking at venues, we can't book venues because we can't find work ANYWHERE to manage to pay, none of my maids/groomsmen/wedding party in general will get back to me as to if they can be in it, and then ( Read more... )

Hey LJ, I'm not dead. I've just sorta been busy and favouring facebook. I still love you baby, it's okay.

But anyway....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY/ANNIVERSARY, MATTHEW!

You are my light, my love, my everything. Here's to many more together. Also, you smell really badly. D':

To my dearest bunny princess, Wesly:

I love you. I want to spend my life with you. Forget Matt, let's make it happen. It would be really awesome, and don't forget hot. I can' live without you. You light up my every day, and I'm so hopelessly thankful and lucky to have you as a best friend.

Unfortunately, you also suck, cause I have to spend the day ( Read more... )