Free yourself from yourself..

[shatterme_red]

So, I saw Victor today... before my appointment. Hes in town for the week. And if anyone reading this entry, knows about me and Victor, they would know that I couldnt have done that a year ago, and still be stable right now. But, Ive finally let him go; im finally over him, and I cant even explain to you how good that feels. I'm in love, he's in

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[killpassion]

Jesse's funny.

[shatterme_red]

quite.

[su_zlastbreath]

*claps* glad for ya love..lol for the last part!

its christina

[anonymous]

holy shit a real entry! you know its kinda creepy.. because i was in my room just thinking about shit.. and i started thinking about victor and then i remembered all the bullshit that you went through with him.. and then i thought about how would you take it if you saw victor.. and here we are talking about how you saw victor.. freaky deeky! oh well.. im glad you took it well.. that really shows you love matt.. and that victor is just a part of your past.. we all have those people in our life.. you have gotten over a big step in your life.. and you dont know how proud of you i truly am.. all the times you said "im over him" but truly werent.. but now you really are.. congrats on that.. i know its a big thing for you <3

Re: its christina

[shatterme_red]

Maybe we still have that connection... faintly, but thats kind of creepy. It is a huge deal for me, and thank you so much for realizing that. I thought about you the other day, too, because I was talking to Victor's step dad, and he asked me if I had seen Mark lately. We just talked about how much of an ass he is, and how he only brought out the worst in everyone. Heh... kind of creepy that we both kind of thought about our past situations. Anyways... thank you for your words... I'm always grateful to hear them. <3