you know that really sick feelin in your stomache that nothing is going to be alright ever again?

so after watching the titanic i have a big pit of lonelieness in me.
i really heart that movie though.
this is my last weekened being home.
i'm more nervous than anything.

I graduated!

I cryed way more then i ever expected. It was more sad than i thought. i will never walk through those doors to thsoe same people again. its wierd to say goodbye to people you ahve grown up with.

Graduation.

Goodbye to everyone i once knew.

it hasn't hit me completely yet. but everyone is being left behind everyone i know.

It's wierd.

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