i'm hanging by a thread i wish i didnt feel so dead inside, my heart and soul are fried its just that nobody understands how i am feeling my head seems to be spinning and reeling
i feel the pain inside of myself
and i start to ask myself why
and i cant think of an answer
which is deppressing
but no more than usual
the mediocre day of a melancholy

so today at school was one of the worst days ive had for a while.i was all angry. it was kind of freaky, cause yeah i was all out of it and dizzy. but then after school i took a journy to the mall and did some homework at barnes and noble cafe. then i met jarred it was cool. we played the guitars there and yeah...heh i wasnt home so i was happy. ( Read more... )

so. today was...one hell of a day ( Read more... )

pour into this my heart and soul ( Read more... )

yes, today was rather fun for a change. i only went to biology, english, and creative writing. all the rest of the day was spent in the art room cause im just that cool...yup, in creative writing we're having a catch up day so i have to write like 12 more poems to be caught up...which will take me like 10 minutes so s'all good, me and jay hung out ( Read more... )

so...yeah this is my online journal. i will write something when i have something to say