Comments | shattterheart: i am making this public. :|

shattterheart

i am making this public. :|

Jul 14, 2008 07:43

I did some thinking, and I decided, I am tired of losing friends. It's a bad habit of mine, but, it's also that the people who I end up losing, don't really mind all too much. I tend to push people away, to test out how much they care for me, and only two people comes back everytime and that's John and Kelly [so this isn't about you guys. XD]. I ( Read more... )

wtfbitch, friends are cool, life fucking sucksssss

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anonymous July 14 2008, 23:15:22 UTC

"if anybody can honestly tell me what makes me so awful of a person that I can't hold onto a friend for more then a few months, please do"

Stop creating drama with them and they won't push you away. simple.

shattterheart July 14 2008, 23:31:34 UTC

but it's not like i try to create drama and just go, " Hahahaha, i'm going to start something." one day. Like, I don't think I do that, and usually it's people starting something with me that causes me go off the edge.

and if you are somebody i haven't talked to in a while, then you don't know me very well anymore because i have no reason to just CREATE drama with people.

chetium53 July 15 2008, 00:35:45 UTC

"I don't think I'll ever have a group of true friends anymore, because that's just the way my life goes. Sure, I'll have a good run with a group for a few months, but once I start getting on everybody's nerves, I just get booted one day, and I'll have to shrug it off and try and move on."

I don't know if you're directing any ounce of that towards me/amanda/jess/chasen, but i do know that i consider you a good friend of mine. if you think you're getting on my nerves at all, then i think you're being somewhat silly. i know we've never been best friends or anything, but i do know that i really enjoy having you around and i want to get to know you even better. i wish we were even closer, honestly. i know that i won't want you around me, however, if you think i dont care about you. that's just stupid and absurd. i love you, and i think you're a great person.

ps. dont think this is a sympathy comment or anything. i'm just telling you what i think. :-)

shattterheart July 15 2008, 03:26:35 UTC

i feel the same way. ;3; thank you!

friendsfn88 July 15 2008, 01:30:20 UTC

Ditto to everything kevin said.

shattterheart July 15 2008, 03:26:45 UTC

;3; thank you.