how is it possible to be thrilled, happy, excited, relieved, anxious and then nervous, scared, distraught, worried, and sad all at the same time ( Read more... )

yayy ( Read more... )

DECEMBER 1ST!!!!!
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dude im so freakin excited for christmas!!!
i already have most of my shopping done, i just have a couple more people to go and ill be alllll set <3 ( Read more... )

so life has been interesting ( Read more... )

really ( Read more... )

so yet another night where i break down about leaving certain people and going away to school.
i am terrified of leaving him.
ive always had him and he has always had me and its gonna be so fucking weird moving on with my life without him.
he is my best-fucking-friend and he is always there when it counts and he may seem like an ass but thats because ( Read more... )

I dont want to say things like ( Read more... )

okay this is a weird entry cause i have been thinking about this alot lately ( Read more... )

sooooo i made it ( Read more... )

Trying to create something that's not there.
A spark I saw as a bomb is just a means to an end.
And I was just so happy to be out of my shell again,
don't think that I really cared for who or what.
So for now I'll just have to keep it shut.

If you're not ready, you're not ready.
Please stop acting like you are.

My mouth's shooting blanks.
Situation' ( Read more... )