Comments | shaunama: 127 pounds

shaunama

127 pounds

May 15, 2006 23:59

I was upset because I thought I'd failed, and become a cliche. And I try to be mad at him, because we aren't friends and because he didn't love me right. But he did the best he could, considering the circumstances, and he knew. He told me that I needed someone to treat me well ( Read more... )

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macbeemer May 16 2006, 17:35:03 UTC

hun, I'm sorry. I don't know anything of the circumstances, and I know it's been a while since we got together, but let me know if you want to get out and get some dinner or ice cream or coffee and get things off your chest.

shaunama May 16 2006, 18:53:43 UTC

oh no need for sorries! i had just been bummed thinking about my ex lately, and i was looking through bailey's yearbook and wondering if i had wasted 4 years when i should have just been with bailey all along...i just like to make my LJ entries all mysteriouso and artsy. and i dwell in the past too much. and i'm too hard on myself. BUT THEN AGAIN WHO ISNT?! hahahah.

but anyways.

i'd never say no to ice cream. i'll call you soon and we can discuss how this month is simultaneously the slowest and fastest ever, and when are we getting OUT OF HERE!?

macbeemer May 16 2006, 19:12:26 UTC

Whew, good! I figured it wasn't Bailey, but I was really scared for a second there. Damn your obscure reminiscings!

I agree! Let's set a date for some delicious Cold Stone. Or that place on Broughton.... Yum. :)

anonymous May 17 2006, 21:36:47 UTC

I wished that I had known him then, but decided I was lying because we became who we are on our own, or with the guidance of friends, and now we've found each other.

I related to this so I figured I'd comment.

I recently started dating this girl and I was thinking about how I'd like to go back and change things, somehow fill in a bad relationship I've had with her instead, and maybe do the same for her. But you're right. It's a silly wish, because we got here on a certain path and that is what has made us who we've become and maybe on any other path it wouldn't have worked or we wouldn't have been ready for it. The past is funny like that I guess.

We should totally hang out this summer unless your being lame and staying down south.

That's all for now.

-Tim O