sry i havn't updated in soo long but ive been soo occupied with work and trying to maintain a social life... i havn't been up to too much tho... mostly worried bout ppl i care for, maybe a lil too worried... l8ly i feel like i have to walk on eggshells around some of my friends for i fear that if i make any rong moves in any way their going to go ( Read more... )

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i never thought ide live to see the day that my grandparents would actually spend some of thier money on someone else... well really i shouldn't say that cause they have helped my mom and i out on many different occasions... but this time they went all out... ok soo on monday morning i got home from work at like 7:45 am, smoked a cig and cralled ( Read more... )

well im finally working... most would say 'awww fuck work, work blows major chunks' but im really thrilled cause work means money and money means car, collage and hopfully getting out on my own... im working from 10pm till 6:30am 5 days a week... whooot! this leavs my days open for whatever, probly classes tho... but anyway nothing really exciting ( Read more... )

i will never forget my dear friend Christina ( Read more... )

yesturday sucked major ass, it started great tho... first i went out for chinese, yumm, then i recieved a call from my chris saying that a good friend of mine passed away monday morning, but instead of loosing my mind i quickly asked him if the her, and my, best friend Jess knew, chris said he didn't know, so i decided it would be best to go there ( Read more... )

hay sry for not updating in a while but u know how it is when ur running around doing soo much in such a small amount of time ( Read more... )

doing that thing again with that person in that place sometime l8er for that reason...

well things in life and general r becomeing less complex and i feel im starting to get the grasp of things, well for the most part anyway... i guess im getting delt, finaly, the better deck of cards... its taken a while but ive finally started to really understand more about thos in my life such as my family and friends and finaly myself... most ( Read more... )

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