i've been emotionally abused for 5 and a half years. can you please move on and leave me alone? thanks

and i will wait, however long it takes
til you realize what you have been searching for,
was right here all along.

everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
I wonder what you're doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far
can you take it all away
well you shoved it in my face
this pain ( Read more... )

It's funny when you find yourself looking from the outside
   \\ I'm standing here but all I want Is to be over there//
   Why did I let myself believe miracles could happen
  Cause now I have to pretend that I don't really c a r e

Sometimes people put up walls
not to keep others out..
but to see who cares enough to break them down

"its not about the heartbreak, that could be dealt with.  its about knowing the next disappointment could kill you and still taking the chance."

...& we talked all night, about everything we could
imagine cause come the morning ill be gone & as our eyes
 start to close i turn to you & i let you know that i love you.

i head back to binghamton in 7 days to start my senior year of college. how the hell did that happen? where on earth did the time go? i was reading peoples facebooks who are just starting and its so funny reading it. i miss freshman year. and sophomore yearh, and junior year. well each year kept getting better so this year is def going to be a shit ( Read more... )

so i might have the most amazing job ever.

i'm home. i miss binghamton dearly.  glimmerglass 204 is seriously how i survived my junior year. those girls are amazing. i never thought i could get close to some of them because i went to high school with them but weren't really friends and now i think they are some of my closest friends. katie is amazing. i lover her to death. i know that she ( Read more... )