So nothing from Cheyne today, fucking Valentine's Day. I hate it. I'm so sick of seeing guys walking around with flowers or balloons or chocolates obviously taking them to their excited girlfriends-wives-fiancee's. Why can't i be one of them! Why can't i get some chocolate or flowers why does it have to be me buying it for myself all the time lol ( Read more... )

Ok so tomorrow is THE DAY. Valentine's Day, Cheyne's working. If nothing happens tomorrow i think i will cry. I'm dressing cute, little dress, cute vintage heels. I hope he likes it ( Read more... )

Last night i went to Lara's party. I got wasted. I don't just mean drunk i mean American frat boy drunk. I couldn't stand up, i was hurling everywhere, i called my ex boyfriend! I also msg'd Cheyne, i said 'Just to let you know.. i'm still thinking about you ( Read more... )

So i've decided to enter the 'Face of Broadway' competition. My hairdresser's assistant who uses me to practice on for her assessment bumped into me in General Pants this morning & she said 'I've been looking for you all morning, you have to do this!' She showed me a page in City News.. it's an entry form for the 'Face of Broadway' competition ( Read more... )

Set up a meeting with Signature Model Management, hope it goes well, she said she's excited to meet me lol! YAY ( Read more... )

I was bringing stock up from Queens today, i was looking down @ my beautiful shoes & all of a sudden Cheyne stops me. He looks amazing, just like i remember! He asked me how i was doing, what i was doing etc. He told me he needed to get my number again coz he didn't save mine to his sim card & he took it out the other day so it got deleted ( Read more... )

Don't you just LOVE having freshly painted nails, i always do it on my day off, i absolutely love it. It's even better when you manage to let them dry completely without knocking them on something & getting a dint or something in the polish so that you have to re-do it ( Read more... )

So it's been 2 days since the confrontation with Cheyne ( Read more... )

He visited me @ work today, wheni closed, he waited for me to close the shop, we went & sat in King George Square again like we did last night. I started getting a weird vibe from him so i was like 'Do you have something you want to tell me coz you're being a bit different ( Read more... )

Last night was amazing. I haven't had that much fun in a long time. Jay Jay's guy was working, i must have walked past @ least 10 times during the day to check him out. At the end of the day when i closed the shop i walked past again coz i was going down to General Pants to hang out with Dave for a little while, he saw me walk past & he walked out ( Read more... )