i have never in my life had this much trouble with a computer. befuddled by viruses and inadequate software was nothing. i keep telling myself it has to be me. something i'm doing or not doing or misunderstanding...certainly not some malevolent form the bastards that worked on this bitch instilled into the motherboard or the hds or the graphics ( Read more... )

well, i have a computer back! yay! *pauses to listen to joyous cheers* however. as grateful as i am to be back online...i'm beginning to realize the huge ammount of work it's going to be to get myself situated exactly where i want to be. they at the computer place seem to have wiped out everything i had on the drive except what was in the program ( Read more... )

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so i signed blewz up for the nin fan club, costs 'im $30 a year. watched the live feed of Trent playing LA last night, which was worth 30 right there. went to sleep, had strange dreams of the powerpuff girls going to see Trent in concert. Buttercup was in the pit, Blossom was noting all the citations in the arena, and Bubbles was staring wide eyed ( Read more... )

I watch the Western sky ( Read more... )

These mist covered mountains ( Read more... )

what's happening to us?

I stare at the flawless white ceiling, the demons rampaging in my head. Somewhere I hear a small whimpering and I know it's my voice making that sound. The ceiling and the sound are all that is left of me. I blink at regular intervals so that I can continue seeing that flawless white canvas.

i've always liked that part.

The Anti-Hero
You scored -1 idealist points, 9 detective points, 3 kick-in-the-door points, and -1 help points!

You are the anti-hero, the near reverse of the ideal superhero. You walk a dangerous line between good and evil, more so than any other type of "hero," and in fact you can barely be called a hero at all. You get the bad guys using bad ( Read more... )

now, i love y'guys. but fuck the pact.