"How do you feel? How do you hate? How do you wake up with that smile that's on your face?

[she_dies_inside]

How long until I am forgotten?  Until all my old friends forget about me, and I'm left with no one?  Has it already begun?

I hate school.  Every morning I get up and I literally drag myself through another day at a school where I have no "real" friends and no one knows who I am, or what I've been through.

You.  You couldn't wait for school to

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[bluecharm]

I guess it doesn't matter that I told you , that I would miss you, does it? I do miss you, everyone's asking me about you, but you don't have to believe me. You can keep pitying yourself because none of us miss you if you feel like it; I'm obviously not stopping you, right?

[she_dies_inside]

I am NOT pitying myself. It just seems that...nevermind. I just wish I had someone I could talk to in that damn school.

[napalm_lullaby]

You know we miss you. At least, you should. I'm keeping an even temper because I don't want to start any drama or stir any anger in anyone. I've never changed schools, so I have no idea how it is. But I imagine it is hard, especially in a school as big as Dunbar. And i think that, right now, you're speaking or posting out of anxiety and stress and a fear of sorts. No, I'm not psycho-analyzing, I'm being honest about what hits me in this post. We love you, and you know that.
~Cari

[she_dies_inside]

Thanks Cari. I suppose you are right...to some degree. Chellylicious loves her Merrycaribear.

[hopeless_looser]

i miss you just as much as anyone else. and it saddens me to think you don't realize how many people have asked me where you went in the past few days, you are missed. and loved....how can you not see that?

your lord and master
"D"

[gumwrapper]

I love you too; and I know you know it. I don't care what you say. And I won't pity you. All of us care about you, and every one of us miss you. Whether you can see that or not.

I'm there whenever you need to talk.

[she_dies_inside]

Thanks.

[she_dies_inside]

*half smiles* Thanks Worms鬠you're irreplacable. I'm totally serious.