:-(

[she_dies_inside]

I was NOT pitying myself. Thank you for all your comments though. Like I said, I will pretend to be the well-adjusted child from now on so as not to get on everyone's nerves. Yes people, I DO realize I get on your nerves. I'm sorry for that. Although, I will make one remark in my defense. This is MY journal, if you don't want to hear my

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i understand

[hopeless_looser]

Yes, I see that is the purpose of the journal. You need to be able to vent. But too many people know this domain. There are definite problems with a "public" journal. We are all at the mercy of each other's views. But you got that when you signed up, you know other people will be able to read and comment on what you and they believe. We can't do much about it other than to:
a) Deal
b) Make another journal
c) Cancel the account
d) Make a real journal\diary like in a notebook

I'm sorry. If you wish, I will stop reading your journal. I really can't say anything more than that. I'd really like to talk to you online sometime, its starting to seem like you're avoiding me.

your ex and friend
Drew Fry aka. "d"

Re: i understand

[she_dies_inside]

lol "your ex and friend". I do, every so often post entries that can't be viewed by anyone. I dn't want you to stop reading my journal, unless you want to. I was thinking of making this journal "Friend's Only". *shrug* It wouldn't affect you much.
your ex and friend
Chelsea aka "Chel"

one more option

[stacif]

f) you can make the post read only and then people can read it, but won't be able to reply.

I know how you feel. It's the same when we make any kind of change. I don't even want to change jobs because it's so hard for me to make new friends. I am "weird" and people who work here accept that. The easy part about me coming here 7 years ago was that it was a new agency and a lot of people were "the new kid" at the same time I was. And now, i'm one of the "old timers" here. I don't like new places.

So I understand.

Re: one more option

[she_dies_inside]

Aren't you at work right now?

[gai_daigoji]

Been a long time? I haven't been around for awhile, obviously, but I can somewhat relate to your situation. Right now I'm sitting in the 11th story window of a dorm tower on campus, and I know 3 people out of the 20,000 around all of the time. Everyone is their own person, and react to situations differently. This is a place for your thoughts, and if it helps you cope, continue with it.

I said I was going to be in Lexington, and here I am. I think it would be nice to catch you somewhere, I don't know my way around very well... heh. Send me an email sometime... I'm free, and I know you're in school... if you don't want to, it's fine.

By the way, I'm not saying this out of pity for you... it is somewhat coincidental, but I'm moved in up here, and I thought it would be nice to say hi. *shrug* I'll try to catch you when you're online.