holy hell
i mean i do appreciate everyone being so very interested in what's going on in my life and all... but uhhh... all this anonymous animosity is getting sorta lame. alliteration anyone? there are a select few anonymous comments that i understand. solely because i know who posted them, and i know what their intentions were. and the person who ( Read more... )

"my heart hurts... if you could be where i am,
and have to deal with it. and just see how i feel"

"i don't want to feel the way you feel"

"i don't WANT you to feel the way i feel"

"...i don't want YOU to feel the way you feel"

it seems to be inevitable
i'm stuck

this is hard

&

my heart hurts

i'm fairly sure, every day, that i am capable
of moving on from all of this.
maybe? maybe not. maybe?
but what the fuck is up
with all of this 4 hours away bullshit?
why me?

if it's not one thing, it's another

i'm not sure what i've been telling myself. i'm not sure that i know WHY i made myself think i am so content. i knew where everything stood in the situation. but things still come as some sort of shock to me. i am content... to an extent. and HONESTLY... i really don't think i even WANT a lot of the things that i wanted up until recently. maybe i ( Read more... )

Fitter, happier, more productive ( Read more... )

So... I'm sitting in Bella's ( Read more... )

eh...

i'm still really confused
about everything

it's a pretty day though
i've got a lot to do :/

so hmm ( Read more... )

maybe it wasn't you, but it was one of your little cunt friends...
who obviously isn't very bright.
it would be in everyone's best interest if they did their
absolute best to stay out of MY goddamn business.
you should probably let them know that.

;)

here to stay, fuckers

okay... so im in my house on oak island. awesome. its nice here. josh and rachel, and her two friends from asheville went to the beach but my face hurts to bad to be in the sun a third day in a row. i need to find a library. and a job. i miss my friends... already. i miss knowing that they are just right down the road ( Read more... )