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Dec 06, 2004 00:51

Maybe this is it. This is what I get. This is what I deserve. This is what I have earned. How is it that it comes so naturaly to everyone else but me. I dunno. Maybe they just put on a better face then I can. I try. I think I do a pretty damn good job at it sometimes. I guess sometimes is the key word. I try to convince myself I can handle it. I am ( Read more... )

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Hrm... phamtom December 6 2004, 03:56:36 UTC
"It seems that everytime I get my hopes up for something I am disappointed. So why do it again. Because that what I do."

It's because you're an optimist. There will be one moment in your life where you hope for something and things will work out the way you want them to. I'm sure there have been things in your life where this has happened and there will be moments in the future where your hopes will come out the way you want them.

"Why do I let everyone else matter so much more."Because you care about them. Unfortunately, that's what happens sometimes, but there are few people in this world that sacrifice their own emotional strength to help others. It's people like you that are hard to find in life and I know that the people you care around you would do the same for you when you need it most. I know I would want a friend that cared that much for me and I would do the same for them ( ... )

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amelda December 7 2004, 21:22:12 UTC
meghan. you really are wonderful. and you deserve so much more than you realize. really, you do. i wish i could make you see that. i'll work on it.
it will be better than this. it really will.

"maybe it's not over yet
somewhere inside him there must be some
new dream awaiting to topple the rest
when he finds himself
feeling alive yet alone
maybe the best he can get is still out of his reach"
-yellowcard

it's never over just yet if you don't want it to be.
*big hug*

ps- look at how wonderfully you did just a big post. baby steps. =)

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