I was doing so well for quite a long time...i was even starting to impress myself. I guess that might have been the problem.

I quit.
I'm tired.
I don't want this anymore.
It's not worth it.
But I don't know what I want.
I wish someone could tell me what to do.
Or at least point me in the right direction.

Quote of the Post:
"I love this spot. It's like heaven. Right here on earth. Maybe that's what heaven is. Maybe we go through life collecting people and places we love, and they become our heaven."
                ~Here on Earth

Isn't that an awesome idea. A heaven just like earth...but only the best parts. To bad it is heaven...and i am here on ( Read more... )

TWELVE HOURS TO GO!!!!

So exhausted!
I think i need a new more productive way of dealing with stress/life...this whole nap thing is becoming a problem again, and in the end makes the stress worse because i get absolutely nothing done. Urgh!!! so frustrating.

Lyrics of the day:
(I'm not a fan of the song, so its just the lyrics)

I'm not feeling so bold
Can't you see I don't want to grow old
And my photograph's an epitaph of parody
I don't want to be me
I'm not feeling so sure
It would help if you offer a cure
If I wait, it's too late for the remedy
I don't want to be me
You won't save me
Cause I'm not the ( Read more... )

Andrew : Fuck, this hurts ( Read more... )

Song Lyrics of the Day: (Ben Folds Five-Mess)

there was a time when i had nothing to explain
oh, this mess i have made
but then things got complicated
my innocence has all but faded
oh, this mess i have made

and i don't believe in god
so i can't be saved
all alone as i've learned to be
in this mess i have made
...
but i don't believe in love
and i can't be ( Read more... )