you still have your lj? oh shit im going to click on your name... oh FUCK. FUUUUUUUUUUCK does paul walker NOT suck in running scared. at all!!! he pulled a keanu reeves 180 except a lot faster.
but i was so DEPRESSED then. yes my free-form was on point, i have never written anything better than the stuff i did at that point in my life. i just dont have it in me anymore. but you know what? i dont want it in me. i can only write shit like i wrote when im so mindnumbingly depressed i cant even kill myself and end it, i can only wallow in it in my head and using the written word.
im on zoloft now. and im back with the girl i was in love with then, the muse that was torn from me by a group of people i will take special pleasure torturing in Hell. and i mean TORTURE. eternal pain of a sort no human being is supposed to know.
yes i mean everything i just wrote and in the entry. Hell is real... if e keep schedule, you'll know within 20 years or so.
and uh, sorry i didnt reply sooner. i was in jail for a spell and when i got out i didnt check my lj until now... so since like december. FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
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im on zoloft now. and im back with the girl i was in love with then, the muse that was torn from me by a group of people i will take special pleasure torturing in Hell. and i mean TORTURE. eternal pain of a sort no human being is supposed to know.
yes i mean everything i just wrote and in the entry. Hell is real... if e keep schedule, you'll know within 20 years or so.
and uh, sorry i didnt reply sooner. i was in jail for a spell and when i got out i didnt check my lj until now... so since like december. FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
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