:( this made me really really sad until i saw my name at the end. YES we do need to watch mr. bean. and i hope you know i would be happy... actually ecstatic to be one of those people that you choose to "sit with, be still with, and just here" so i hope you know you can depend on me. cause you can.
its good to know that i have someone like you out there, you have no idea how much that means to me know that i have to "sit with, be still with.. and just be here... "... you're my lady and an amazing one, while at it.
i hate you sometimes. you really know how to make the only two people who have ever stuck with you feel totally segregated from your life. nice. i hope it makes you feel better to think that all your problems will go away once you move. but let me tell you a little secret, there are more reasons to stay in vegas than your family, there are more good than bad, and your gonna wind up finding the same type of people that you tried to get away from in utah. its inevitable, just like the fact that your moving. but do you have to break all the ties you have in vegas before you leave? because with each passing day, your making it harder to come back to people who will miss you. think about it eri. you will always have friends, but none will ever amount to me and melissa. im not being conceited, you know it.
you and melissa are two greatest people ive ever been blessed with to have and I know I can say that when im 69.. dont worrry, this wasnt at allll implied to you. not even a bit. but yeah, i still that youre amazing, amazing. and so stop hating me "sometimes" cause i love you, pigger face. and im getting in to film, so lets get on that LIFE AS A HAND.
eri, you are having a moment.. you know, those ones that happen late at night or first thing when you wake up, where everything seems 10x more dramatic than it really is. yeah. i hate those moments. don't worry! you still have so many people that love you in vegas and your last 4 months there will only be sad if you make them that way... so make them wonderful!
we will discuss on this tonight. i just know it. hehe.
haha i think you know me better than i do sometimes. honestly. but yeah, it was exactly what you call a "moment".. it was definitly that. I am the type of person to make best of everything. it was actually the late night and early morning.. but a few minutes later, i just wish i never wrote this entry. haha.
you honestly need to come back to me. i cant wait til the 30th.
i wish i never wrote this entry. i was having a "moment"... never implied to just you, i was just having an emotional craziness moment. and I apologize. always know that you are my number one. always my number one. i love you so much.. you know that.
Comments 10
YES we do need to watch mr. bean. and i hope you know i would be happy... actually ecstatic to be one of those people that you choose to "sit with, be still with, and just here" so i hope you know you can depend on me. cause you can.
Reply
Reply
Reply
Reply
we will discuss on this tonight. i just know it.
hehe.
<333333333333
Reply
you honestly need to come back to me. i cant wait til the 30th.
Reply
Reply
Reply
Reply
Leave a comment