Dear Hurricane Jeanne,

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCK you.

Sincerely,

Ryan

P.S. No show tonight at the Factory. Must find someway to entertain myself.

my head hurts from thinking.
my lungs hurt from breathing.
my eyes hurt from being tired.
and my heart hurts because this is my everything and none of these 4 things ever seem to change.

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Leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I’ll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty.

then i see you standing there,
wanting more from me.
and all i can do is try.
then i see you standing there,
i'm all i'll ever be.
but all i can do is try.

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