Death is a hard smack in the face.
The song
The reverend he turned to me
Without a tear in his eyes
It's nothing new for him to see
I didn't ask him why
I will remember
The love our souls had
Sworn to make
Now I watch the falling rain
All my mind can see
Now is your (face)
Well I guess
You took my youth
I gave it all away
Like the birth of a
New-found joy
This love would end in rage
And when she died
I couldn't cry
The pride within my soul
You left me incomplete
Memories now unfold.
Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the
Cemetery gates
Sometimes when I'm alone
I wonder aloud
If you're watching over me
Some place far abound
I must reverse my life
I can't live in the past
Then set my soul free
Belong to me at last
Through all those
Complex years
I thought I was alone
I didn't care to look around
And make this world my own
And when she died
I should've cried and spared myself some pain...
Left me incomplete
All alone as the memories still remain
The way we were
The chance to save my soul
And my concern is now in vain
Believe the word
I will unlock my door
And pass the cemetery gates<
took on a whole new meaning to me today.
The funeral wasn't that bad. I cried. I think everyone did.
What made me cry was when the soloist sang In My Daughters Eyes and I saw Sharon (Brandy's mom) just start bawling.
My grandma put her arm around me and I just let it all out.
It felt good.
Another thing that made me cry was when Cassie first came, and the family was having time alone and Cassie looks at all of us and says
Mom is over there sleeping. We're all going to go sing songs and tell her good-bye.
Jordan didn't really say much. Jordan kind of seems like he doesn't want much to do with us. Maybe it's just because his mom just died.
Shawn (Brandy's brother) looked so lost. He wouldn't even look at the casket.
I don't blame him, it didn't even look like Brandy. She looked old and fat.
My dad wouldn't let my mom go. Which is kind of childish if you ask me. Her and Brandy got along really good.
Whatev.
I'm going to go take a nap before Hernandez's party because I'm really tired.
Hope to see you there.
<3 Britni