oh yea and i saw a cinderella story tonight. WHAT A DISGUSTINGLY HORRIFIC MOVIE. i wanted to gouge my eyeballs out...and worst of all my mom didnt understand the jokes i was making. I HAVE NO FRIENDS.
so my birthday weekend was tripplexgroovey. read jakes lj im too tired to talk about it. but yea. it was awes. so awes i would clone it. OH THATS A GOOD ONE...SPREAD IT...
i still feel like crap. i still look like turd. im still not sleeping. im still confused. i still hate berliner. my grandpas still dying. sundays still my birthday.
and writing down my feelings doesnt make me feel liberated at all.
(im not guilttripping or looking for pity i just need to get that out)
well. this is one of the first bad days ive had in a while. not that my life is perfect. just i dont usually come home feeling like this. i dont know maybe im over-tired from the trip
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I NEED TO CALL. or else he wont be able to stalk my camp so i can see him.
I cant call him. Hes probably not home. But if i dont call him now then...ill never...ahh. also my cell phones gone crazy and thats the only way i have his number. and its not turning on. AM I THAT UNNATRACTIVE THAT I CANT TURN ON MY CELL PHONE