tonight we dance..for tomorrow they release the dogs.
WARNING: THIS ENTRY IS OVERLY 'EMO'..BUT WITHIN REASON. so if you have no desire to read rants..then just move along.
so the roommate just left not too long ago. i seriously though i was on the verge of crying..and i never get like that. i don't think it's humanly possible. i'm just upset that she won't be coming back to kent next year (for lame reasons if you ask me) and won't be my roommate in dunbar. even though whit and i had our share of good and bad times..i really couldn't have asked for a better roommate. i think i'm going to miss our late night cigarette // talk sessions out at the stoop underneath our door the most. i could bring up any subject, and she would always have some kind of positive feedback for me. and she understood how i got sometimes, and when i would fall into one of my 'moods'. and she wouldn't complain once. oh..and the late night trips to dairy mart and taco bell were always fun as well. i have a feeling i won't see much of her though..once there's distance between someone i know..we always tend to lose contact whether i want to or not. oh hmph.
and another thing i know is bothering me to no end is this whole brett situation. more or less should i invite him out to the get up kids // thrice show on the 18th. i don't know him too well, but from what i've seen, it seems like we would have a lot in common. similar music taste/style etc. and i've been crushing on this kid since september, which is just ridiculas. but i'm not the type of girl to just go up to some guy that's caught my attention and spark a conversation up. not my style..i'm the shy type around those boys. add in my whole unability to handle rejection well..and you have my problem right there. who knows..i'll probably muster the strength up at some point tomrrow and say something. so we'll see.
but explain this to me. yet again with the whole i play a certain band..and then miraculously he starts playing them. except this time it wasn't at the same time..but pretty damn close. and with both the shins and jack johnson...older cds of theirs i might add in too. blah..sometimes i think i have the most overanalytical mind.
someone should go out on a walk with me tomorrow. call me..(440)567-9149 if you're interested. or stop by 2302 terrace and you'll more then likely find me.
now i think it's time to go and walk rockwell to find some internship opportunities for next year. and stop being so damn emotional. and study for my back to back finals in art history II and fashion retailing.