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so the trip to usc was amazing. erin and i dominated the 2nd floor of parkside and probably made more friends in one night than i had in high school. i met a boy, and it just showed me that there are other guys out there for me, that i can completely move on. there are other boys out there that aren't what they seem and that watch cartoons and ( Read more... )

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thank you to everyone for the presents, text messages, phone calls, facebook comments, myspace comments, & livejournal comments. it means a lot to me, even though facebook does remind you about people's birthdays. : ) i do believe i received some sort of recognition from almost everyone that means something to me ( Read more... )

me: "hey, papa, look at my cracker container."
papa: "what is it?"
me: "a cracker container."
papa: "well, what are you gonna do with it?"
me: "put my crackers in it."

kay, so maybe it's not that great to you.

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"9 out of 10 girls in san diego are attractive.
the 10th goes to UCSD."

hahahhaa....

lately it has been random groups of people and all kinds of awkward. i haven't felt close to anyone, really. i've had some laughs, i've had some conversations, but no real connections. i haven't quite been able to be myself. a strange emptiness has become a constant these days, and it is now the emotional state i hold most familiar. empty. ( Read more... )