o my gaawwwddd.

im never cutting myself again.

i need to change.

im on PHP.

ahh.

i missed so many of you guys.

kt!!!! aahhhh

im so glad we talked.

ahhhh

it feels so good to be home.

things arent good.

i hate when jess points out my flaws

when do i point out hers?

shes done it to me forever & im about to bust.

im sick of al this bullshit.

my own brother barely notices me.

i might not be online a lot after today, bc at my moms we dont have internet. but i have a new email address. it is ( Read more... )

i am spending the night at my dads house. its alright, everyone is fighting though. me & david are 3 months today & im too afraid to mention it to him. i dont really care though. but me & my dad are going to little 5 points maybe around 12:30. maybe ill do some extra x-mas shopping there ( Read more... )

i am a genius.

<3

i hate you.

the dance saturday was great.
lots of people looked pretty.
i felt terrible bc i couldnt find niky half the time which made me feel like a terrible friend.
the first hting smiley said to me was very sweet. he said "carissa, you look beautiful"
i was hoping other people wouldve come
david asked me out
cameron is now dating sarah

yes...

but, no...

i hugged you & told you i loved you...

but...

things just...arent what you said theyd be...

and i STILL Love you for it...and everythign else you gave me.

i want to die on halloween