And...breathe....
I have to work today and tomorrow (meh), but the BIG news is - Yuletide is done!
And it's decent! I wrote a fic that was terrible and made me completely ashamed, and I was really horrified for that reveal moment when people would see my name attached to it. It had no soul, no spark...nothing. It was 1000 words of drivel.
SO, I wrote a new fic yesterday, by the end of which I couldn't see straight and had no idea how it was. BUT. It has heart and a little spark and...thank goodness. I am not dreading that reveal moment when my name gets attached to that fic.
Phew.
Thank you, leobrat for helping me through this fandom moment of panic and trauma.
Also, happy holidays, guys! I know it's been a rough month for a lot of people - economy and violence being what they are, we are reminded that every moment is precious, that what we have today won't necessarily be what we have tomorrow. So, love the people you have, be kind to those that have no one, and make these holiday moments ones to cherish.
And it's decent! I wrote a fic that was terrible and made me completely ashamed, and I was really horrified for that reveal moment when people would see my name attached to it. It had no soul, no spark...nothing. It was 1000 words of drivel.
SO, I wrote a new fic yesterday, by the end of which I couldn't see straight and had no idea how it was. BUT. It has heart and a little spark and...thank goodness. I am not dreading that reveal moment when my name gets attached to that fic.
Phew.
Thank you, leobrat for helping me through this fandom moment of panic and trauma.
Also, happy holidays, guys! I know it's been a rough month for a lot of people - economy and violence being what they are, we are reminded that every moment is precious, that what we have today won't necessarily be what we have tomorrow. So, love the people you have, be kind to those that have no one, and make these holiday moments ones to cherish.