so in the past 24 hours i lost 2 friends... but the question still lingers in my mind... what did i do? i had to have done something, cuz friends just don't just "break up" for no reason, yknow ( Read more... )

for michelle, i started updating in my mindsay accout, so if you wanna read that cuz youre stalking me or whatnot, its shebby.mindsay.com (no www. stuff ( Read more... )

why is it that when i eat and eat... and i get full... like beyond full... why am i still just as hungry as before when i hadnt eaten anything?! it really bothers me, cuz nothing fills me up! (okay, now i expect thomas and/ or brandon to know this, cuz you are both REALLY smart... and if bry, marg, tar, ondi, kir, alicia, or anyone else caould fill ( Read more... )

okay, so today was a bit of a scare to everyone at work. i called michelle at about 12 so we could start walking to meat each other... she told me she'd call me back when she was ready to leave. 12:30. so now we are supposed to meet at the corner of central and fairview. so far everythings good. i start walking right as soon as i hang up. it takes ( Read more... )

im stuck in brentwood with no car, no phone, and no life. what is there to do but sleep? i want to see a movie!!! or do something..... life is just too boring.

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okay, i had michelle spend the night. fun. i went to church and the youth worship team led. fun. we went out to lunch after church. fun. and i got water and dumped 20 paquets of sugar in it (no joke). shouldn't i be hyper or something? well, im not. im actually confused. im not in a bad mood, but i dont feel like im in a good mood. but theres no ( Read more... )

i wish... if it were fun tho, id always do it... but then again i guess it wouldnt be too much fun cuz i wouldnt get to go to in depth becasue id always be cleaning, therefore, things wouldnt need to be cleaned so well. (wow, too much thought for such a little deal ( Read more... )

someone keeps replyin to my thing... ME... who is ME?

i'm sorry. i shouldn't have told you what i told you. it was dumb. i knew it wouldn't help... but i was told to. i wish i hadn't... i wish i didn't. i wish i could go away and not cause problems for anyone ever again. i seem to be good at causing problems. i'm sorry, and yes, i am sorry, not you. you shouldn't be, you have no reason to be.