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[shechoselove]

I fear men will only ever view me as a pretty plaything, regardless of whether I actually have sex with said men.

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[angeofleak]

Crazy that you said that because I was just talking to my therapist about this. He says that he wants me to work on trusting and letting people in. Uh, being a girl in the big city...that seems like the opposite of what I should do!

[shechoselove]

That sounds counterintuittive to me, too. I wonder what his rationale behind suggesting that is?

[angeofleak]

I think that by feeling a similar way that you do and considering I work at a high volume restaurant and live in a busy city I think I can read people right away. He thinks that this closes me off to new experiences which is very limiting and perhaps isolating. I think he wants me to put myself out there regardless the fact that I may be disappointed. I guess I'm too good at judging situations that I don't want to make new friends or take men seriously, hehe. It's hard to trust though because I've been like this my whole life.