Almost done a month... I'll be able to live again when the next one comes. Perhaps it wont be sunshine and daisies, but I know that it wont matter.

You wouldn't understand how hard it is to leave something you care about behind... I hurt... all the time... and can only wish that I can have that comfort that I once felt again. It ended yet I don't think I can let go because I know that if I do, my life would end with it. I would change into something that I don't want to be... a hermit who ( Read more... )

So last night, someone told me alot of things... I don't exactly know what to say about that when I think about it... First off no it's not my EX if anyone is thinking that but yes it had to do with her. I feel that someone is trying to threaten me or scare me away from my EX... the thing that he doesn't really realize is that I don't know what is ( Read more... )

So I feel that I have been neglecting my journal here a little... but what can I say? Aren't LJs pretty much just for bitching about life and people cause we can't do it to their faces? :p well ya know... I suppose for a good while I've been pretty happy with my life up until just recently... Now it just feels like life is just a little futle and ( Read more... )

So currently I'm sitting in Grant Hall on campus watching a bunch of people dancing... woo hoo... I suppose it comes with the territory when taking into consideration the fact that I'm supposed to be doing the tech for the show. Extreme boredom... what a life.

Update!!! I really don't have much to say minus the fact that I am spending 3000 on tech equippment for a charity fashion show on April 1 and 2. I have way too much homework due in the next week to be online doing anything except work... and yeah... that's my life woo hoo!

Ok so I havn't been on Livejournal for a lifetime... There is a reason for that... and that reason is that my laptop has been in Toronto for about the past month. It all started with the USB ports not quite working... I sent my laptop in and when I got it back, it kinda worked but the computer had been smashed at some point so it was kinda broken ( Read more... )

Ok so I have a week until my first exam. I can't say that I am too worried about it... well the only thing that I'm not too sure of is artificial and natural harmonics. Besides that, I feel relatively confident in my ability to pass that exam. After that, I have one or 2 thingies that I need a little studying at and I suppose I will save those for ( Read more... )

Ok I'm starting to get sick of the "I used to think that we were friends" shit... I mean ok so I took a bit of a break with the whole talking to people thing... that was for 2 reasons. 1) my girlfriend was oh so sick for the past 3 weeks, and 2) because I believe that I am in Kingston for one reason and one only... and that is to do well in school ( Read more... )

So it seems in my life that I have little choice... things just kind of happen as opposed to me choosing them happening... it's rather amusing and yet it's a little saddening that the things that I truely want can't come about. This isn't a depressed post because I really feel neutral right now. I don't have anything to complain about and yet I don ( Read more... )