After some encouragement to think thus I have decided to update. Well probably the most oddest thing that happened to me is that I have a boyfriend. Yes, I committed the unpardonable sin and somehow ended up with a boyfriend. (for those of you unfamiliar with my school, it is a heathen behavior to have a boyfriend ((sarcasm)) (((but pretty close to ( Read more... )

I got accepted to my dream school!!! Yes, the one and only California Polytechnic University, San Luis Obispo. More details to come when i've calmed down.

Do I really hide my feelings? Am I that hard too read?

Hahaha. I think I lead a strange life. Yesterday, my parents and I suddenly decided to drive to Pixley and purchase almost a ton of blackeye beans that will feed the sheep for the year. So I go out to the barn, hitch up the sheep trailor, and fill it trash cans. I dump out dead mice and rats that have crawled inside and died of various trashcans ( Read more... )

Why do I even try? I try so hard to be nice. I truly do. All that happens is I get stabbed in the back. I wish they wouldn't hurt me. I wish they wouldn't take adantage of me. I don't want to hurt other's feelings so I don't like to say anything and they take advantage of me. And then the few times I have backbone to say something to attempt to ( Read more... )

Spector: Who are these that dare intrude within this portal ( Read more... )

Sooooo, I'm taking West Coast Swing and Nightclub dancing!!!!! I love it already. It's a month long class and if I love it, i'll continue it. SCORE!! This has been what i've been waiting for. Nightclub is basically just ballroom dancing, which I think is beyond fun. It seriously reminded me of the dances from the new Pride and Prejudice. Haha, ever ( Read more... )

First of all, before I take off on this blog, I'm gonna say something completely random ( Read more... )

The world keeps spinning on. I am so thankful that God is in control. I've attempted to keep the reins on the world, on my life. It doesn't work. It's like riding on the back of a giant wild stallion. It's impossible for me to control. No matter how hard I try to pull on the reins, it leaps away and ignores me. If Christ hadn't come and taken the ( Read more... )

I've always looked at all these people doing dumb little surveys on myspace, and i've always been envious. So tonight, at a perfectly ridiculous hour when I can't think straight, i did it. It took me forever to fill it out. Whew. I had no idea. So if there are some grammatical errors, i apologize in advance.