the long and winding road...
every time i die is love
brought to you by the isLove Generator
THAT'S INTENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh man..kinda creapy.
caramie- please call. we'll talk. you gave me a scare man<3
this is taken from lyle's lj. i know most of you wont read it, but im gonna post it anyways.
my day basically consisted of work and nothing else. i feel so worthless. all i think about is shannon. and the many levels of missing her. its really sad, but good at the same time, ill wait for her and all, but its sad some times. this will never effect our realationship though i promise <3
ive been thinking about you being gone over summer. eek thats really scary, but ill wait, like you said id wait forever, or a long time, as much as it would hurt me inside. i dont think i could be any happier with anyone else of the oppostie sex. i dont want us to end, i dont want us to begin, i like it the way it is now, nothings wrong, we never ever fight, everything right, im so happy for this. and i dont want it to ever change.
theres nothing i want to change about you, i want to talk to you forveer, i want to talk to you about everything, because you listen, youre the only once who cares about this post, your the only one who doesnt think about something else when i talk to you, all eyes on me. i like that. what i love even more is that we think on the same level, theres nothing else that could beat this. this is what i mean by it being worht the time to see you. how you trust me with every thing i do, no matter who i am with. quitting alcohol and all the stupid crap is so worth it. having broken down once over you was so worth it, looking back theres nothing id take back from what ive said to you. people that attend the parties see something, few see and are proud that im so honest and sweet to wait for you, and they say im smart. im glad im smart, im glad i sound stupid to other people becaause i quit everything for you, i really did too. everyone thinks its stupid, i know for a fact they do, they just dont say it, and guess what? it doesnt matter, i look past that, even though they also probably think that you are making me quit, never once did you tell me to quit everything, and thats why i quit, just because of that, because you at least respect what i do, and what i believe in. id do anything for you, just to telly you that i care. just to show the world that i love you. even take these 15 minutes out of my life to write this post. this is my way of relieving the thought of missing you, just talking to you, making sure you knwo more things that you might not have known before. i cant wait to see you again. were going to have so many special moments. one day we will, i promise, strings will be pulled, this is all just a test right now, and theres nothing to stop me from going through all of loves obstacles. itll be worth the wait to see in the end of loves miracles, even though its still being worked on, its a miracle i met you, but theres more miracles that are going to happen, and i will keep trying to overcome these steps. honestly i dont know what i want in life. nothing is certain. i get really scared, i hid from the curtains. but when you come into my mind, everything else is blind. each of all being canceled out brought forth equal. i cant wait wait to meet you in the next sequel. i dont care if i sound silly or romantic, i dont hurt inside except when they believe you anorexic. thats really sad they think that of you. if one day they took the time, if they only knew, what i thought of you, or how i see you, through my eyes, captured onto yours.......how much these tears of love pours unlocked behind this doors. it doesnt matter though, i get trwated the same way, people talk bad about me every day..of course it hurts me all the time..but the second i see you, or hear your voice, thats it, your the answers choice. because i picked you and talked about it, you dindt give up this time, and quit. you listened to me, you looked into what made my eyes see, a soul born of mentalities immortal thoughts, despite the apperance of my physically mortal self. its true, i do self reflect, i do overdo it some times, i worry about us, but in the end, i hush, and begin to blush, after a long long time of being inferiated of sadness inside. there will never be a time that i will breathe without you, i dont care what the time is breathing or reading. because the fountain of youth this time is cold and freezing itself, and thats why time doest matter. it just doesnt matter. does not. thats it.
i love you shannon henry
and i dont care if some of you guys think its too early to love him, i do. and there's no reason to deny it. i love lyle mootz. if you think im crazy, oh well, friends are supposed to be supportive and whatnot. love to you all
l8er <--- yeah, ive decided to bring this back form 6th grade. :)
THAT'S INTENSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh man..kinda creapy.
caramie- please call. we'll talk. you gave me a scare man<3
this is taken from lyle's lj. i know most of you wont read it, but im gonna post it anyways.
my day basically consisted of work and nothing else. i feel so worthless. all i think about is shannon. and the many levels of missing her. its really sad, but good at the same time, ill wait for her and all, but its sad some times. this will never effect our realationship though i promise <3
ive been thinking about you being gone over summer. eek thats really scary, but ill wait, like you said id wait forever, or a long time, as much as it would hurt me inside. i dont think i could be any happier with anyone else of the oppostie sex. i dont want us to end, i dont want us to begin, i like it the way it is now, nothings wrong, we never ever fight, everything right, im so happy for this. and i dont want it to ever change.
theres nothing i want to change about you, i want to talk to you forveer, i want to talk to you about everything, because you listen, youre the only once who cares about this post, your the only one who doesnt think about something else when i talk to you, all eyes on me. i like that. what i love even more is that we think on the same level, theres nothing else that could beat this. this is what i mean by it being worht the time to see you. how you trust me with every thing i do, no matter who i am with. quitting alcohol and all the stupid crap is so worth it. having broken down once over you was so worth it, looking back theres nothing id take back from what ive said to you. people that attend the parties see something, few see and are proud that im so honest and sweet to wait for you, and they say im smart. im glad im smart, im glad i sound stupid to other people becaause i quit everything for you, i really did too. everyone thinks its stupid, i know for a fact they do, they just dont say it, and guess what? it doesnt matter, i look past that, even though they also probably think that you are making me quit, never once did you tell me to quit everything, and thats why i quit, just because of that, because you at least respect what i do, and what i believe in. id do anything for you, just to telly you that i care. just to show the world that i love you. even take these 15 minutes out of my life to write this post. this is my way of relieving the thought of missing you, just talking to you, making sure you knwo more things that you might not have known before. i cant wait to see you again. were going to have so many special moments. one day we will, i promise, strings will be pulled, this is all just a test right now, and theres nothing to stop me from going through all of loves obstacles. itll be worth the wait to see in the end of loves miracles, even though its still being worked on, its a miracle i met you, but theres more miracles that are going to happen, and i will keep trying to overcome these steps. honestly i dont know what i want in life. nothing is certain. i get really scared, i hid from the curtains. but when you come into my mind, everything else is blind. each of all being canceled out brought forth equal. i cant wait wait to meet you in the next sequel. i dont care if i sound silly or romantic, i dont hurt inside except when they believe you anorexic. thats really sad they think that of you. if one day they took the time, if they only knew, what i thought of you, or how i see you, through my eyes, captured onto yours.......how much these tears of love pours unlocked behind this doors. it doesnt matter though, i get trwated the same way, people talk bad about me every day..of course it hurts me all the time..but the second i see you, or hear your voice, thats it, your the answers choice. because i picked you and talked about it, you dindt give up this time, and quit. you listened to me, you looked into what made my eyes see, a soul born of mentalities immortal thoughts, despite the apperance of my physically mortal self. its true, i do self reflect, i do overdo it some times, i worry about us, but in the end, i hush, and begin to blush, after a long long time of being inferiated of sadness inside. there will never be a time that i will breathe without you, i dont care what the time is breathing or reading. because the fountain of youth this time is cold and freezing itself, and thats why time doest matter. it just doesnt matter. does not. thats it.
i love you shannon henry
and i dont care if some of you guys think its too early to love him, i do. and there's no reason to deny it. i love lyle mootz. if you think im crazy, oh well, friends are supposed to be supportive and whatnot. love to you all
l8er <--- yeah, ive decided to bring this back form 6th grade. :)