Comments | sheepy_breaker: What the hell why do i feel this way.

sheepy_breaker

What the hell why do i feel this way.

Jan 18, 2005 21:30

Ok well i have shit on my chest i need to clear. today was an awsome day for the most part i got to know an amazing girl and i have been talking to her all day we have plans to hang out in two weeks at some hotel party and she said she wouldnt drink thats soo cool I by no means want to tell her what to do it all up to her but she said she would ( Read more... )

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carsgo_boom January 19 2005, 06:37:08 UTC

i fucking love jeff.

god damnit.

anonymous January 19 2005, 06:59:08 UTC

1)i cant wait for you to come back. i couldnt stop thinking about you tonight while i was at the bar. you are an amazing person with a huge heart! 2)about Jeff- its good you're feeling this way, it shows that you've learned and matured from your mistakes. Jeff was, as you said, like a father to you and if you ever see him just let him see the sober you and how much you've changed FOR THE BETTER, let him see that there is another life beyond addictions and drugs. i dont know how addiction works with that stuff otherwise id give you advice to help him, that is...if he wanted it. Ask around, im sure someone knows how to get a hold of him somehow and hopefully that'll work out. i know it's really important to you to talk to him, and i completly understand your feelings about this. I'm sure he'd be extremely proud of you and how far you've gone, i know i am! i'm extremely proud of you. but you are right, before you see him you need to be a little stronger, im soo glad you realize this. babe, i'll talk to you some more about this tomorrow. ( ... )

hey buddy frazzing44 January 19 2005, 19:04:41 UTC

hey i know i already said this once but i have something to add... along with being really proud of you, i hope i can do the same thing you did, and i know it will be hard but i am going to try my hardest... i want to experience fun while sober cuz i haven't in years to be all the way honest and reading ur entry made me think about how pathetic it is that it is like that for me and i want to turn it around. i know it will not happen overnight but if you have any tips i would appreciate it. thanks for being my inspiration, sheepy :)