A saddening stone in my Heart

[sheepy_breaker]

Wow what the curve balls this world throws you and hell i know the best is stll yet to be undone. I dont understand how come i have such an impact on people in my past and why do i have such a big heart for them that i allow myself to get hurt again. Tonight i feel alone for reasons all my own but underneath this alone feeling i have is total fear

Comments

hey sheepy

[anonymous]

hunny----you have such amazing writing skills, first off. but more importantly, i just cant get over what an amazing person you are. you have such a resonating light inside of you that nobody can deny. always remember that about yourself. dont ever let anyone tell you diffferent because you have this power to touch peoples lives. everytime i read your journal, i get tingles down my spine and tears in my eyes. the first entry i read, my mom and i had just gotten into a BIG fight.....but i after reading your journal, i went and hugged my mom and told her how much i loved her. you just remind me through your entrys that some things are so worth fighting for and life is so great too.....even the downsides of it all because you leanr from it and it builds up your character. youre somebody that ill never forget. even when you were gone, i found myself thinking about you quite often actually. even though you and i shared our nasty old habits together sometimes-----you left a mark on me. youve always been like a little brother to me-----only

whats up kyle

[anonymous]

Hey kyle, its me again... You do have amazing writing skills and you should be able to write about the girl that your thinkin about.. ya know... i love our conversations.. there funny!!! hehe... Me and margo are gunna drive down there(that is if only my parents believe me about going to her dorm.) so yeah.. that bout it.. I love ya!! Cant wait to see you and MISS YOU TONZ!!!
Peace
Caroline*

[anonymous]

wow, i think if i knew how to write like you and get out my emotions like you i wouldnt feel like half as a fuck up as i do now. i wish i could be that person to wrap my arms around you and have you feel perfectly okay and happy with me and who you are. you say that you have no idea why i like you or why i think you're amazing, but here you are showing that you do have remorse for your actions, knowing how you affect people, showing that you do have a heart and that you care, and its not something you throw around or let people walk all over. In this entry you wrote just a fraction of your complexity...the fact that i find you complex and simple at the same time amazes me. i get you and i know you get me. and just like you, and as ive said before, i dont know what it is but you do something to me....you inspire me to be a better person, to study harder, to go to all my classes, to laugh everyday, to smile, to cherish, and to walk with pride. i like the way you care about me. i like you for you, weaknesses included...and i DONT think

[kholebear]

whoa dude.
thats alot of words to take in at once...

exes and ohs!