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Jan 13, 2004 22:49

I went and got my nails diiiiid. theyre a light sparkly barbie pink woo woo. then i hung out and then jeff came over to study. for the 3 hours we hung out a 1/2 hour was spent studying maybe 45 mins. then we just hung out and we got down and dirty. yup thats right. he decided to be a kool kid. it all started i was sitting on my bed and he was by ( Read more... )

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College... dapples January 14 2004, 12:11:55 UTC

Ah, the college issue. Possibly leaving your friends, best friends, and of course, the boyfriend, behind. It's scary to think about, huh? Last year I kept thinking about how much I was going to miss my friends and then they up and told me that I was doing everything wrong, that I was messing up the dynamics of the group, and dropped me. And so life goes on. I didn't mean to just write a "pity me" chapter, but you do have to understand that things CAN change over the course of a year. Of course, if things don't, maybe start thinking about where it is that you want to go. If both you and Jeff want to go to different schools because you have your different interests, then so be it, but there are SO many schools nowadays that you could wind up close to each other. If one of you is allowed to have a car on campus and lives in a co-ed dorm, you can travel to see each other and spend the nights and whatnot. That's what I made sure that I could do, but for other reasons as well. If you look hard enough, you can definately find a school that's ( ... )

Re: College... sheheartshim January 14 2004, 14:17:33 UTC

Well. I dont know where to begin?! Its great that you and matt have actually TALKED about this lol. Ofcourse things change I know that. but I still have some time. I mean its not like Im a senior right now. Its just that colleges have been sending me so much information about hwo they want me to apply to them and I should consider looking at them. Obvioulsy right now is the time to start thinking about this type of stuff. Come summer time I want to know like my top 5 colleges Im gunna apply to in the fall. So the rightful thing to do would be to atleast start talking about it right? The problem is last night after we talked about what colleges we wanted to go to we stopped. Then it came up again and he said to me " I dont want to talk about it, it makes me upset and nothing good can come from it OUCH! haha. And im PMSing right now so I got really upset and still am but I cant tell him cuz he doesnt want to talk about it. Whenever I wanna talk about something with him he doesnt want to.. arg.. ok thats besides the point ( ... )

Re: College... dapples January 15 2004, 11:56:03 UTC

Ugh. I wrote out a long reply and then my internet froze. Good one.
Anyway, Matt and I are the opposite of you and Jeff. Matt's the one worrying so much about school and I'm the one that's just thinking that things will work themselves out... Maybe just sit Jeff down and make him listen to your worries. haha.
Oh, and about Saint Anselm, it's a nice school. I really liked it, only it was a little bit too religiously oriented for me. And by the way, I also applied to Saint A's, Western New England College, Wheaton, Stonehill, and Ohio WEsleyan University. I applied early decision to Wheaton and I'll find out if thats where I'm gonna go by February 15th. Sooo nervous!
Good luck with everything!