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It's All Coming Back To Me Now
Well, I haven't updated in a long time and I think it's neccesary that I do. Actually, I'm just slightly bored, frustrated, and sad so I thought why not rant on this website, where no one will read it and judge me.
Well, for starters, I got a Facebook, and it's aggravating me. I don't understand it or why I need to know whne some of my friends are ( Read more... ) -
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So I haven't updated in a kazillion years because no one I know (or trust) comes onto LiveJournal (except Kim). Anyway, I'm just going to type what I feel and what I've felt the past few weeks about things (mostly about guys...). So now I'm listening to a playlist titled "4 daiiz wen iim EMO." Yeah, I guess I'm feeling kind of emo. Hehe ( Read more... ) -
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My Spring Break ( Read more... ) -
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My friend was telling me about the seniors going to the Zoo yesterday and I got so ober jealous when I heard that _____ was having so much fun and taking random pictures. I should be with him.
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I'm 17! Whoop yeah! WOOT!
Hey. I'm 17. As of 3:47 this morning! Alright. Well, my morning is actaully going pretty crappy. I mean, my team won last night (GO COLTS! In your face, Garcia)! But it was raining (okay, 'drizzling') but my hair is staright today. Then, when I get to school, my best friend is on her phone talking to her ex boyfriend. When she see's me, granted, ( Read more... ) -
Scared...
Now that I'm actually letting him go, now that I'm not being coerced, now that I'm not being forced (still receoving negative comments about him), but now, I'm getting over him. And as much as I need to get over him and 'it' and 'us' and a relationship further than friends and being 'in love,' I'm scared. Scared to move on. Scared to death of that ( Read more... ) -
I'm "fat"
Menasche is such an asshole. Oh my gosh. He called me "pudgy." I'm going to crawl in a little corner and cry my eyes out. Maybe that's why Kyle doesn't like me. Because I'm "pudgy." I cannot believe that he said that! How fucking rude! And then, to top it off, he accuses me of skipping because I came in late yesterday. I wasn't feeling so great, so ( Read more... ) -
Thsi entire entry is monotone.
I'm sick. Again. I only get sick but twice a year. Does that mean that I only get sick twice a year? Or that I get sick all the time, except two times out of a year. Well, whatever the case, my brain is officially fried: I'm getting over Kyle, I'm unfashionable in school, and I wore two ginourmous (lol) sweaters/jackets to school and everyone is ( Read more... ) -
livejournal has become my best friend...
Like Kim, I no longer feel the need to, let's call it, 'bitch' online. By the flip of the same token, I never really have bitched. I've always just logged on and wrote what I couldn't say out loud. It's not that I'm trying to be distant with people, it's just that I don't want to bother them with my petty, everyday-life. I mean, I'm handling it ( Read more... ) -
Need to update, but, somehow, not really...
Well, today I gave Sebrie her gift: a scrapbook. She loves it! Which is yay for me, but somehow, I'm just not that happy. She told me that she's going to give me my gift later, which alright by me [I honestly don't care that much...], but I can't help but feel...I don't know, un-loved ( Read more... )