Christmas day...

[sheila_v]

Woke up feeling melancholy… just another day
really.
Don’t feel sad for me.
This is what I asked for.

I can’t
write everything I am feeling right now. It’s all too much, and jumbled in my
brain.
I will write in private…and maybe someday I will share.  But here, in
public, I can not.

Alan and the girls came over last night, and we
exchanged gifts.
I

Comments

[sheila_v]

Ugh.. I'm sorry for the ones who can't see the words in this post.
I tried to fix it, but not sure how.. please just highlight the post, and then you should be able to see it.

I'll try to fix it later.. or just re-post it. :/

w/love,
~sheila

[glaw2424]

'Tis all better now; surgery was successful. :)
*bows*
Next time quit messin' with the fonts silly girl. :-P

♥

G

[ex_angeldove677]

I keep praying for you, Sheila. I hope someday that you will be able to not take that xanax and be able to cope with "what is". You are deeply LOVED Sheila. More than you ever know. *tight hugs*

[sheila_v]

Thanks for the prayers Angela. I need 'em.
Your words touch my heart.

You know I love you. ♥

Happy New Year girlfriend.
I'll be in touch!

[sheila_v]

Thank you bambino. I am blessed in many ways. Your friendship is one.

♥

Merry Christmas from hot tropical CANADA

[ilovejeff2004]

I hope you had a Merry Christmas, did you get my letter? Glad to hear you're moving back to Georgia Angelina said you were getting an Apt and going back to work. I talked to her, Alan, Tanina, Nonna and Zia Rita today. It was great to hear from them. If you ever want to give me a call you can at 1 403 634-9885 I'd love to hear from you. My Mom says Merry Christmas as well and happy new year.

Re: Merry Christmas from hot tropical CANADA

[sheila_v]

Gabi! Yes, I just got your letter today!
Thanks sweetie. I love you.

I'll surprise you soon w/ a phone call.
Tell your mom that I said hello, and I wish her (and your whole family!) a very Happy New Year! I hope she will see this message.

w/love,
~Zia Sheila

[glaw2424]

No worries on the post, I can read it and I am sure the luster will shine bright again.
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Sounds like you got some great "loot"!!! :)
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Have a wonderful time with Ramona!
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Ok, time for 2 "In the words of..."
1. In the words of...sheila_v :)
"Chin-Up"
And
2. In the words of...purpleacv :)
"P.S. Xanax: bad, getting better on your own: good"
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I agree with all that Angela said, there is "much love" (and I'll add care) for you and indeed more than you know.

It will all be ok and you will be just fine...I know it!!!

And I'd like to wish you a beautiful 2006, filled with laughter, hope & love too.

{{{{{HUGE HUGS}}}}}

♥

G

[sheila_v]

Hugs right back at cha yankee.

Muah!