i'm amidst this coming and going and for a minute, it doesn't feel as bad as it is. i wish nothing had to change.
oh and you, boy with eyes like the wind and hair like sand, i hope you don't mind that i put your picture on my wall.

So I'd like to make some changes
Before you arrive
So when your new eyes meet mine
They won't see no lies
Just love.
Just love.

I will be pure
No, no, I know i will be pure
Like snow, like gold.

and today felt good ( Read more... )

i feel like punching and hugging, killing and loving.
i miss you already.

-written from 11:32 to 11:43 last night ( Read more... )

oh and these times are lies. it's thirty-eight past ten.

this isn't how i feel now, but how i once felt...once upon a time in a lonely hallway ( Read more... )

i'm still weak; i guess i'm not as strong as i thought

sometimes i wish you were quiet and cold
so there would only be a few of us, so nothing else would matter.

i'm so used to looking down that i missed you every time,
i'm going to miss you.

You write such pretty words
But life's no story book. Love's an excuse to get hurt
And to hurt . Do you like to hurt?

then hurt me.

october 23rds are always gray, cloudy, cold, and/or rainy. but see, this actually suits me very well ( Read more... )