Worse than a puppy, at least they give some resistance when you're pulling them behind you....

[sheisisabelle]

Interpretation...such an appropriate description. Since everything that comes through my eyes and ears goes through 
interpretation
interrogation
scrupulation
repeat....
over and over again. Recalling the phrase, the intonation, the words. Each word. The way it was said, how the eyes looked, how the body shifted. So many variable, so many

Comments

[skinnysharon]

You seem like too much of a good and nice person to go through this crap.I wish I knew what to say to make it better.

I am member of this community,its a nice place,less drama than pa,but some of the same people are here.You mi9ght like to check it out.
http://community.livejournal.com/ed_seriously/

I am here if you ever need to talk.x

[airhogger]

hey isabelle... i'm new here and i read the posts in the proanorexia community everyday and i just wanted to let you know, even if you might not believe me, that your a wonderful person. despite stupid guys and the silly power they have over us, you give amazing support to a lot of people here. i read this post and i know exactly how you feel =[. i didn't think anyone else in the world actually does what i do. all i do is constantly analyze and pick apart what people say. i basically feel that every guy that meets me has been cursed because i'm gonna keep slipping and trying to talk to him... after he's shown that he's clearly not interested. its a cycle.

sad.