through comments you have posted on a few people's lj's I have read a few things you have had to say and honestly from what I have read you have spurred hope into my heart that there are good people left in the world. You have insightful things to say and convey hope through it.
Well, it means that I am not sure still, however I am not going to freak out and have this huge emotional almost break down thing. I think I need to stay here for the summer...(sad) but I might come home in early August so I can be there for Sabrina's Birthday....and then ButterCreek....and also so I can take a week or so and rest, then sign up for school. But I don't know. Honestly... I am getting closer to these kids out here...finding out these terrible things that are happening to them...I can't see myself leaving them for quite a while. Last night I found out that one of my kids, he is being molested by his MOM...sickening....terrifying....these kids go through so much...they need somebody. It is not about me anymore, it is not about what I want... it is completely about these kids. that is why I came in the first place... so we'll see.
Re: free as a birdhopeafterrainMay 14 2004, 13:21:14 UTC
man I hope I'm back in time for buttercreek! I have missed the last 2 years! Chris and I have be Dialoging (in his words) about it alittle! It's going to be so tight!!!!
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Thanks for having a positive outlook on life.
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I am going to immediately add you to my friend list.
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it means that I am not sure still, however I am not going to freak out and have this huge emotional almost break down thing.
I think I need to stay here for the summer...(sad)
but I might come home in early August so I can be there for Sabrina's Birthday....and then ButterCreek....and also so I can take a week or so and rest, then sign up for school.
But I don't know.
Honestly...
I am getting closer to these kids out here...finding out these terrible things that are happening to them...I can't see myself leaving them for quite a while.
Last night I found out that one of my kids, he is being molested by his MOM...sickening....terrifying....these kids go through so much...they need somebody.
It is not about me anymore, it is not about what I want...
it is completely about these kids.
that is why I came in the first place...
so we'll see.
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What?!!
Uhh..."I feel like I'm taking crazy pills."
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