I have no idea...

[sheistherain]

I don't know what to do right now. I really don't. I'm so tired of getting hurt by people, especially people I think are good friends. I just want to stop thinking, turn off my brain and leave for a little while. Why does everything get even worse AFTER high school is over? People are making horrible decisions and I don't know what to do. So far I'

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[hazelline]

I'm so sorry. I don't know if this will help any, but for what it's worth, I completely know what you're going through, when everyone seems too involved in their own lives for you to reach out to. I went through a similar sort of thing only a couple of weeks ago and what I did was mostly spend time with my parents and look for escapism in books/films/writing etc.

I think continuously getting hurt by others is one of the hardest issues to face. So many people are inherently selfish or careless, that it can be excruciating to feel like the one person that always puts others before them. It's a harsh world, but my parents (who also felt like this at one point) assure me that things do get better, and if you hang on in there, you do sometimes meet people that have the same values as you.

Good luck, and I hope things get better for you. :)

[sheistherain]

Thank you so much... I can usually deal with all that stuff, but last night was just really bad and I still don't know why. Oh well. C'est la vie. It'll get better eventually.