I hate Valentines Day...too much pressure to be happy and be in love and shit. And although I guess i'm not technically alone, i'm still feeling rather lonely tonight. And i hate that no matter what, Valentines Day makes me feel like shit. Stupid ass hallmark holiday ( Read more... )

Ok, so i got hit on by the guy at the pet store today. Colleen and I went to the Frazier Zoo today to play with the puppies and I fell in love with a miniature poodle...he was so cute. He started crying when i gave him back to the guy. And then the guy hit on me. he kept on prying into my life and asking when I would be back. And then he says, "i' ( Read more... )

My LiveJournal Sitcomshelbee972 at the Met (TNN, 10:30): shelbee972 (Humphrey Bogart) makes lots of money playing guitar on the street and makes openupyoureyes (Sigourney Weaver) jealous. At the same time, watchful_eye (Terrence Mann) bakes 500 cookies for a bake sale, but apartofthecure (Tori Spelling) eats them all. Later, awdatglitterz (Brad ( Read more... )

Ok, my fine friends. This is me being girlie and stupid and all the things I hate about other females. BUT....

I GOT FLOWERS!!!!!!! yesterday, after returning home from the worst interview in the history of interviews, I had flowers waiting for me from Chris. The best part? They were just because flowers. No real reason for them. Just because ( Read more... )

I actually got to talk to Christopher tonight. Amazing! it was a short conversation, but a funny one so I thought i would post it here ( Read more... )

Kerry: i put the FU back in fun
Kerry: hahah
Shelbee972: yeah you do
Kerry: lol
Shelbee972: i put the n back in fun
Shelbee972: just because its the only letter not spoken for
Kerry: however its the most important one
Kerry: because it completes the fun
Shelbee972: thats right

and one more thing,

I MISS JULIE!!!!!!!

that is all....

( First Drew..then Jules...and now ME )

I really wish that people would just let go of my past and see me for the person I am today. I made some detrimental mistakes in my life. I will be the first to admit that. But let me live my life and let me learn from my past. jesus!

To my dearest friends....

Ok..let's do this one with the style it so sweetly deserves. I have been lucky enough to find someone so wonderful. He's an amazing friend above all else and he genuinely has my best interests at heart. So without further delay...here's my weekend in review:

Thursday: my weekend started around 1:30 on Thursday afternoon ( Read more... )

My life is standing still. waiting for me to make some major life decisions that I'm not sure i'm strong enough to make. How do I make the one decision that could make the rest of my life? I feel insecure about my accomplishments- like nothing I have done thus far has been good enough. Maybe its just me. I don't know. I feel like i have no idea ( Read more... )