ha... i went a week without updating my LJ. hahaha ( Read more... )

Trent is going to +BARTON+ Friday night 'cuz his school is playin them in football. BIG game... and he's goin. :-D ( Read more... )

can somebody tell me why i'm still here?

and why God let daniel keep me here.

I really dont get it.

I find there's no point in existing when no one cares if you do or not.

Help.......

I miss Trent... like crazy. It's driving me insane. I cant forget about him. September 14, 2003 was probably the best day of my life so far. He's this incredibly cute, sweet, funny, drum-playing, skateboarding, my music-liking, great-kissing, brown-haired, blue-eyed guy; He's just perfect. So why does he live so far away ( Read more... )

Dont it just really suck when you feel like people are talkin about you behind your back ( Read more... )

*i_remember_like_yesterday_the_time_of_my_life ( Read more... )

Current *special* memories in my head right now ( Read more... )

Well ( Read more... )

There is no goshdamned point in all of this. No point whatsoever.

If I see him tonite I'm breaking it off.

I dont care if your advice was to stick in there; I just cant do it. He's too fucking lame.

But thankz for giving me the advice in the first place.

I feel so happy when he's here but so confused when he's not. It's like, he makes me feel really loved when he's around but the moment he's out of sight I start to doubt everything! Why cant I have a little faith that he's different ( Read more... )